September 3rd, 2008 by annshaz
Ramadhan comes again…hoping the best for this Ramadhan…joyful life, full with happiness and trying to forget the bad things happened in the past and trying to fill it with great moments indeed.
Actually, i dont know what to write and say. Deep inside my heart, i really thankful to Allah by giving me a second chance in life..Many things happened during last Ramadhan until now…and its already past 1 year!
During this 1 year time, i’m learning a lot of things in life…i never thought that i be engaged and need to make a right choice eventhough its really hurts me badly…i never thought that my relationship with my mom will be more stronger than before…i never thought that my biggest problem was settled…wow!a lot of unpredictable things happened!
One thing for sure, i’m still searching and digging what is the best for me..and i still need to keep moving throughout the journey of life!
To my fiance, thank you for being a wonderful guy in my life.I will try to be the best for you and always support you no matter what.Thank you for loving me, and i hope my feeling towards you will be growing and so do you..may you be my soulmate forever!
To my mom and dad…please forgive me of all what i did and done. I’m not a good daughter but i try to be the best and make you guys proud of me one day..I do love you guys a lot. thank you for being really understanding, motivate me when i’m feeling down and sad.Without you guys i dont know what will happened to me..
To my siblings and relatives…all of you are really precious in my life..thank you for being besides me.
To my friends, thank you for lending me your shoulders when i need to cry…
Last but not least, my greatest thank is to Allah for always blessing me..
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March 14th, 2008 by annshaz
This coming Monday will be my last day working with MayFirst. My journey with the company will end soon. This is my second company which I work with and gained a lot of experiences here..I’m still searching for the best in my life and hope I will achieve it. Good for my future…
Actually many things in my mind…I hope that I made a right choice..Sometimes I did ask myself, am I choose a right guy in my life to be with for the rest of my life??and I hope I do a right thing…sometimes I have to sacrifice my feelings just to fulfill and to complete my life..I do believe, we only will have what we NEED not what we WANT in life….So, hopefully he is the one for me…
Meanwhile for my job…I’m hoping for a better income in happy working environment..and more stabilize in life…that’s all!
New house…hoping i will not having any major problem..hehehe…
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March 11th, 2008 by annshaz
Wow..it’s nearly 1 year i’m working with MayFirst Gold Sdn. Bhd.. But it seems that jodoh tak panjang….quite sad coz need to leave all my beloved friends such as…my pet sis..Dada and the rest that close to my heart; Linda, Liza, Rozzan, Rain, Wati, K.Norlie, Has, Ehsan, Reza, Why, Bob The Builder, Kak Fiza, Kak Aidah,Kak Aini, Kak Norlie, Eliya…etc…too many..except.. a few lah…(i don’t like)..normal lah tu…kat mana2 tempat kerja mmg ada langau!!hehehe…
Anyway…I’m happy which I got a better job, a better salary..and better life…hopefully….and hopefully also will be getting married soon..Hikmah Allah ada di mana-mana…itulah rezeki…yang lain tu anggap sbg ujian..which ada hikmah di sebaliknya..Just sabar ok..
This few weeks..really taught me a good lesson..never trust anyone except yourself…only you who lead your own life…and try to be more stronger than you are…Sometimes, money can jeopardize a relationship..so be extra careful…i’ve been in that situation guys..
Other than that, I’m happy that…my friend Tezee will be married soon…new journey and adventurous waiting for her…at least she find someone who really suit her..and the most important thing can compromise, understand and lend a shoulder to cry …good for you Tezee..!
Meanwhile for Zura…hoping that the weather in Lux not affecting you at all…Do take a lot of pictures especially when there is autumn..
The sad part is..we will be apart…and i will be missing you guys…iskh…
chow first!
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November 4th, 2007 by annshaz
Now i want to stop thinking about the past…life must go on, rite?actually, my problem is still ‘hanging’ but i always pray for the best in life..it’s all under God will.
Nowadays a lot of things i need to handle and do..i’m really busy..i need to do beauty clinic and products training for my company..then i need to go to bangkok to visit a cosmestic suppliers there…what a headache..
But the best is i have been pointed to become a wedding planner for my friend…Tezee.last sunday is ‘merisik’ ceremony..
i hope she’s happy…and i’m happy for her too..the big day is on 29 March 2008. i hope i can handle everything smoothly..and according to the plan.
Maybe this is the way God makes me busy with my things to forget all my problems. Wallahualam…At least i feel relieves..
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October 25th, 2007 by annshaz
Today, my company had a meeting with all associates. Well, Dato gives really a good speech, motivations and inspirations. Its really touch me by his words and advises…
Well, he also announce our b’day (associates bday- for Oct)…hehehe…another 2 days to go…today is my 3rd sister b’day…Aliana…’happy bday sis, may God bless you and hope you will pass your exam with flying colors (Diploma in Accountancy-2nd sem)’.
I also heard a good news from my friend- tezee last night,that she will engange next week..Eventhough she just met this guy for about 2 months..i believed in God will.Jodoh..Hope that she find the right person to spend the whole life with..anyway congratulations to them…may everything go smooth as planned.
For me, I don’t want to celebrate anything…I just pray that this 30th October, my problem will settled!May Allah bless me…I believe in that…
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October 23rd, 2007 by annshaz
Hari ini 24hb Oktober…tinggal lagi 4 hari aku bakal berumur 29thn..hahaha…dah tua nampaknya..banyak lagi tak complete hidup ini.
Harap dengan pengalaman dan usia yang dah tua ni, banyak yang mengajar aku erti hidup yang perlu dijalani dengan penuh hati-hati…
tak boleh aku leka lagi..lagi bertambah usia lagi banyak dugaannya…so i’m talking to myself…which i need to be extra careful because you will never know what will happened to you tomorrow and in the future…
‘jika semalam boleh diubah, akan ku ubah ia, dan jika hari esok boleh ku tahu apa bakal berlaku akan aku bersedia menghadapinya…dan hari ini aku perlu lakukan yang terbaik bagi menghadapi hari esok dan supaya aku tidak menyesal dengan apa aku lakukan hari ini kerana hari ini bakal aku tinggalkan keesokkannya…’
madah lagik…hai jiwang ler plak..aku ni…hargai hidup ini…sebaik mungkin.berdoalah agar Allah sentiasa melapangkan perjalanan hidup kita.
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October 22nd, 2007 by annshaz
Ramadhan dah kita tinggalkan…sekarang adalah masanya untuk kita saling berkunjungan bagi mengeratkan siratulrahim yang terjalin…
Aidilfitri kali ini tak begitu mengembirakan…mungkin kerana dugaan yang aku alami…apapun aku redha dengan ketentuan Illahi.Mungkin semua ini adalah untuk menyedarkan aku yang kadangkala sering melupakanNya..
Aku harap segalanya akan pulih seperti sediakala…Aku berdoa agar segalanya selamat.Insyaallah…
Moga doaku ini dimakbulkan Allah S.W.T.Amin….
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